what, do you think she is a toy to you, do you think she only needs you during the exams and avoid you all the other times!? well think again. if you put on that damn emo face, who'd want to talk to you!? well afterall i can conclude she is the reason you are being like that, and what you do about it? you just get your emotions take over you!!?

why are you behaving like you are the only human being with emotions?! did you ever care about her? and i'm not saying about your actions! how much are you going to push someone, being persistent on things like this! feelings dont just come because you treat someone nice, there's more to it! no matter how nice you treat someone if she has feelings for someone else, nothing you do is going to work. i know you are smart, you can think for yourself, then why cant you see, why are you making it seem like its her fault, that she doesnt wants to talk to you? trust me, wallowing in self pity isnt going to help.

dude, you just left today and did you know how bad she felt!? she was thinking that you would think that she was just using you! IF SHE WANTED TO DO THAT, she wouldn't even care talking about you! she was like "where'd he go?" after i came out of toilet, and went back looking for you, just to know that you already left. wow. if you'd really like her, you'd care for her, but it doesnt really seems like it, i respected you. -ED.

did she come and ask you, "please teach me" you offered assistance and everyone knows your explanations are like the best, easiest for anyone to understand, at times even i insisted her to ask you. so please dont get the idea that you are like an expandable resource to her.

if you ever read this and wanna confront me, i let you take it that you have more balls than me, simple because i dont wanna hurt another emotional being by saying it direct to the face. she really means alot to me, and heck she might even be angry because i poured out words like this,

sorry. i dont mean to be rude. but seriously, think about it. why cant you just accept reality!?

and i was a total fucker today. of all people i abandoned Fatiha, because i assumed she'll be going out with Nasrul today. which she turned out not. and i didnt even apologize. argh, worst, i stoped my classmates from texting sorry messages to her.

i am really sorry Fatiha. assumptions are bad. i will make it up to you.

and so poly ends.